My thoughts
I am a person with a fantasy. But in that fantasy I don't place myself as the nices person loved by all. In that world of mine I am seen by others a the jerk hated by most. I am seen as a pig who openly emits to my desire of sex, a person of greed for my desire of whealth and luxuries, and a monster for my desire for power.
Also in that world I am one of many who fights to protect the lives of many and I do it with lost loved friends. In this world my friend fight beside me and believe in me not because of they think Iam some nice guy deep down or I could be molded into somthing great but only because I am me. I picture myself fighting, beating, and humilitating older people who known for the "sagely" wisdom and force it on me and my friends supporting me. I also support other with the same problem. I picture my lover somone who isn't perfect. that person will fly with me not carry me or have me carry him or try to stir me in a direction he or the world thinks is right. he will just be him. That life my seem stupid to others but to me it's bliss.

The Point is no matter where I look I can't find any place in the world where a person won't be judged. I find myself at odds with the judgements of others even in fiction storys like las lindas. I find myself anoyed when adult force there words on me like I need help all the time. call foolish pride if you will but I like to figure this out on my own but I will ask for help if I need it and only then. When I think about my future self I see myself as somone who say what on his mind and kind of foul mouthed but that person is honest about how he feels. My additude is my choice but I don't try to bother anybody. But I see the world harshly hurt people for being that way. The sees them as immature and in need of guidence. I feel angered. I asked what have they really done wrong who have they hurt. Even when they try their hardest and but their hearts into something and it turns out bad their treated even worse. Like Miles he cared for Taffy, he wated to be with her, he wanted to make her dream come true even if it meant working for someone he didn't like. He did the best he could but in the end he was the one judged not the girl because she was nice girl. I read the comment and I don't think anyone even considered the possibility that she may have been the one at fault. I think it's not fair and I like crying. This isn't the only kind and it's not just in the comic its everywhere and because of that I wonder if life worth living if it mean I have to face the such people. I would have to choose be accepted or be myself.